♫ 坏话

心若没有喘息的空间
就会常常说别人的坏话

或许是因为
害怕他人的眼光

也许是因为
忌妒那个人

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请你在背地里大大地赞美别人
将那个微不足道的自我抛在脑后吧~

♫ 时间。飞快

感觉。。
好快。。
时间飞逝~~
我成长着。。

时间是最狠心的敌人
快~~
快带着我成长。

my life

since 5th of november..my previous post.
was i busy?
yes? no?
things were kinda like shakyshaky~

now things are crystal clear..
i can now focus on my life, my studies, my music, my everything.
i know who are my true friends now.
thank you everyone who accompanied me tru the chaos~
jimui...love you much much.
tiff...love you much much.
jesx...love you much much.
and tracy..love you much much..

i appologise to my parents, as i worried them.
my studies and assignments brought me to a point where i lost balance,
my life and music went drowning.

some betrayal by friends..made me understand alot..and i've let go.
thanks to them. what dont kill me makes me stronger.
this is true~

everything is back on track.
my cho cho train is as smooth as before and even better....

i know who and what is important to me..
my future, my dream, i am going to succeed and achieve.
i am coming. step by step.
i never felt stonger in me.
my heart is pounding so soundly,
reminding me of my dreams.

tears fall....
wounds heal...
i fall...
i stand..
i succeed...i am Spancer.

the whole new ME.

♫ its getting outta control

shit shit shit...
things are getting outta control..
my time is all occupied by stupid assignments, courseworks, work..
where is my music?
where is my life?

haih..

overdose of caffeine?
lack of sleep?

i dunno...
to the hell with it...