♫ Smile for me will you

smile for me will you?

when i feel like crying, i look up to the sky

allowing the sting of sunlight pierce through my eyes

thinking that it will light up my heart 

where is so dark 

where i keep you in captivity

smile for me will you?

when i know is torturing, i look down and breathe

allowing the flow of air gushing down my chest

thinking that it is worth to stay

where is so psychedelic

where i keep you care in distress

it sets my nerves on ice 

knowing you struggle to love

smile for me will you?

if the smile only appears when

i reach my filthy hand into the darkness 

forcing you out from the beating rhythm which keeps me conscious 

my eyes immerse in burning stream

knowing you put yourself in extreme duress

smile for me will you?

if the smile only appears when

i hug you tight with my selfish arms

giving you no way out to the deserted dying world without my endless love

smile for me will you?

if i smile at you

with eyes and warmth filled with affection

Winner

written 1430 17072012

♫ Imagine

Imagine the heart dropping, free falling with high speed. Imagine the kiss so deep, destroying my reluctance. Imagine that's my heart, imagine that's your kiss. Imagine how deeply I fell in love with you. The one so beautiful who catches my breath each time I lay eyes on.

Written 180712 2316

WinnEr Chan

♫ Have you forgotten to love

it is hard for me.... to feel this.
it is harsh for me... to feel this.
it is hurtful for me... to feel this.

why is it so hard for you to show affection?
why is it so difficult for you to feel how i feel?
why is it so...

i was expecting you to be as loving. #disappointment

♫ 亲爱的 其实你不需要我

你的生活方式
你习惯了孤独
你不需要唠叨
你不需要关心
你不需要陪伴
你不需要我

你一个人过得很好

在你的生活里
我的存在价值
零

收回一点点对你的爱
收回一点点对你关怀
收回一点点给你的所有
保留一点点的你


或许你还没准备好
或许你还需要时间
或许你偶尔想念她
或许对你来说 她才是完美的
或许是我犯贱

如果你不需要我，请告诉我
我可以离开

如果她回你身边，请告诉我
我可以离开

爱不能强求
不是我给得太多
是你不需要任何
not from me at least.

Of all things, I just want to feel worthy.

你的呼吸 还有你的声音
你的呼吸 穿过身体 我来不及反应
你的声音 躲在耳里 让我生病
谢谢 你给的 让我沉迷 让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你 只是也许
你的叹息 散落一地 让我歇斯底里
靠得太近 一不小心 弄伤自己
谢谢 你给的 让我沉迷 让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许