♫刺猬

刺猬-钟汶

被一个念头所累
有一点机会便反悔
期待再原谅机会
反复犯错累不累
爱单纯像杯清水
若爱令你无法飞
直接一点去说
不是更干脆
哦这也不对 那也不对
什么时候说过我完美
再挑拨弄眉骗不了谁
像两只受伤刺猬
我这也不对 那也不对
恨不得一把火烧毁
满身的戒备赤裸裸面对
到底谁没有所谓

♫wound that heals♥

我愿我是x man

有自我痊愈的功力

不伤

不痛

不留痕

没有印记

没有回忆

就没有苍疤

没有回忆

就不会想起

没有苍疤

就不害怕提

更不会因为

谁的反应

谁的呵责

谁的批评

谁的心情

而在自己身上留下印记

♫ merry christmas

xmas is here.....

wish all my frens a merry merry merrier merriest christmas!!

santa came to malaysia~~

came to my room... but....

i wasnt there..

cuz i was singing at de3.

missed my present.

hope santa can stop by tonight...

grant me my wish(little present)

Spancer is happy.`~~

♫mysophobia ~!@#$%

dirt! bacteria! virus! dust! odour!

keep away from me!

unbearable

somebody please understand!!!!!!!

♫说谎

林宥嘉 - 说谎
是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都指望

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口 闻的到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

♫穷小孩♥

穷小孩

不管了

不用了

不理了

就空着呗

不重要

♫病♥

眼睛

额头

舌头

鼻子

耳朵

发烫

燃烧吧！ 燃烧吧！Spancer~~~~

假期

生病

幸好今天还有教教吉他。

要不。。

我就是宅女一名

病了还是一样活泼~

♫人会忍惑 佛都有火 ~!@#$%^

再苦再难

撑了过了

就是成功

撑了过了

对了

无悔

佛都有火

♫当世界末日

如果只剩十分钟

我们安静的熟睡 ♥

♫地球很危险 ♥

很想代你
面对世间疯狂和混乱
这地球 喜欢恩怨
巴不得跟你在太空取暖
让你平静造个美梦
躲开这个失乐园
天高地厚
就快也不够日争夜斗
已不适合情侣畅聚漫游
当小温馨伟大到像虚构
在我怀内愿你当绿洲
我用风筝携著你走
很危险 下秒将 地老天荒
当千纸鹤难以伴你飞
就掷向星光
只想可跟你同住天幕里
流浪太虚 别了地球 留下壮举
只得你我莫问谁和谁
只需一寸赤地团聚
星海 随便去寄居
足印 熔在陨石里




地球是很危险的~~
快回到火星去吧~

♫我是百香果人~

i like to eat..
and i smell like one too.....

hehe

♫血液沸腾

情绪
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♫当世界不再转动

当你觉得时间停止了
当你觉得动作缓慢了
当你觉得情绪平淡着
当你觉得你不再快乐

就闭起眼睛
让这一切的一切
停歇
等阳光从地平线挣扎着照耀
当你觉得眼睛闭得再紧也看见微微光芒。

慢慢睁开眼。
世界依然播着进行曲
地球依旧在公转自转

不要欺骗自己
不要说自己受伤了
不要说伤口不痊愈
不要说快乐不起来
不要说别人辜负你
不要说这就是命运

不要说听天由命
人生是有着定律
要怎么过你决定

因为每个人都可以
因为每个人都美丽
因为每个人都。。。。。。是独特的个体

♫ 自私的太阳和地球

开着小小的kancil~
太阳那么的烈..晒的皮肤都疼~
我哼着情歌...
专心的转每个弯~
看红绿灯..

"也许大男人真的很难忍...少了点风度~~~~"

我在想...一个大男人,是那么的专制..无论什么事情都是先为自个儿着想.

同样的..太阳是要地球围着它绕的.

地球是那么的伟大.太阳多么的重要..

谁没有了谁.
会有什么后果?

太阳没有了地球.还有其他行星...

地球没有了太阳..就没有了太阳.


太阳猛烈,紫外线直射我的皮肤...弄疼我了..

而我们却永远不能直视太阳..

是多么的卑微.

有些地球选择不要太阳...没有了植物,没有了温暖,没有了能量.
但它还是地球.

太阳光选择不要太阳..就没有人看见它的光芒..没有贡献的地方.
但它还是太阳..

我们是自私的.我们不要太阳.
我们是自私的.我门不要地球.
我们是伟大的.我们选择了彼此.

地球需要太阳给予能量.
太阳需要地球分享阳光.

我们是自私的..我们忽视了能量..
我们是自私的.我们忽视了分享.

我们选择了自私的生存.
我们选择了自私的生活.
我们选择了自私的地球.
我们选择了自私的太阳.



笔
2008年7月9日

♫ 同样的一天

‘珍惜每一天’

这么简单的一句话，
你却完全没做到。

如果你被宣告只剩几个月的生命，

应该会更加爱惜自己的身体，
更加诚实面对自己，
更加温柔吧。

但是
因为你‘认为’你的人生还有好几十年，

所以一直不断的浪费时间。

不论怎么过，
每天的长度都不会改变。

但是
你‘选择’怎么过
会改变只有一次的人生。

请你一定要珍惜
‘当下’这个在你眼前的时间

♫ 坏话

心若没有喘息的空间
就会常常说别人的坏话

或许是因为
害怕他人的眼光

也许是因为
忌妒那个人

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请你在背地里大大地赞美别人
将那个微不足道的自我抛在脑后吧~

♫ 时间。飞快

感觉。。
好快。。
时间飞逝~~
我成长着。。

时间是最狠心的敌人
快~~
快带着我成长。

my life

since 5th of november..my previous post.
was i busy?
yes? no?
things were kinda like shakyshaky~

now things are crystal clear..
i can now focus on my life, my studies, my music, my everything.
i know who are my true friends now.
thank you everyone who accompanied me tru the chaos~
jimui...love you much much.
tiff...love you much much.
jesx...love you much much.
and tracy..love you much much..

i appologise to my parents, as i worried them.
my studies and assignments brought me to a point where i lost balance,
my life and music went drowning.

some betrayal by friends..made me understand alot..and i've let go.
thanks to them. what dont kill me makes me stronger.
this is true~

everything is back on track.
my cho cho train is as smooth as before and even better....

i know who and what is important to me..
my future, my dream, i am going to succeed and achieve.
i am coming. step by step.
i never felt stonger in me.
my heart is pounding so soundly,
reminding me of my dreams.

tears fall....
wounds heal...
i fall...
i stand..
i succeed...i am Spancer.

the whole new ME.

♫ its getting outta control

shit shit shit...
things are getting outta control..
my time is all occupied by stupid assignments, courseworks, work..
where is my music?
where is my life?

haih..

overdose of caffeine?
lack of sleep?

i dunno...
to the hell with it...

♫ 我是

我是个开心的人吗？
我哈哈大笑。。
我癫癫废废。。
我白痴无聊。。
我喜笑打闹。。
我还是觉得少了点东西。
我有家人。。
我有健康。。
我有学业。。
我有朋友。。
我有事业。。
我有很多人没有的。。
是因为我达不到自己的梦想。所以不快乐？
是因为我无法坚决地勇敢闯。所以不快乐？

有人说。。
当你笑得很开心的时候，心里的不快乐和空虚就会相对的增加。。成正比。
感受过极点的快乐，当落寞的时候，不快乐也是极点的。
最好与最遭，一字之差。

做一个平平无奇的无情人。。如果不需要感受寂寞和不快乐。我选择它。
如果需要付出伤心来换来快乐，我宁可自己是世界上最伤心的人。那，当有些事情让我快乐的时候。。
我会更快乐。

♫ 吃巧克力让自己开心。。

亲爱的朋友送了我一条我最爱的toblerone三角白巧克力。
甜可以让人开心
很好吃。
很开心。甜=开心

吊。。。
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♫ 他娘的冷气机！

够了没？有完没完啊？
天天都漏水！吵我睡觉！
吵我做功课！明明把你洗干净了！还有哭！
妈的diam diam 啦。
bik cek!!!

basketball is fun~~ woohoo..

basketball...is a sphere..
basketball... can be orange in colour...yellow??
basketball....is fun..
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
basketball....
ball ball..
lets play ball..

BORING NIGHT....

well..its mid night now..
and i m still awake.
came back from fren's bday party.
and i m suppose to sleep cuz i m tired.
but neway...
jus feel like crapping on my blog..
so here i am.


well well well.....
what should i bullshit about??
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good night everyone..



to be continue....









once upon a time.
there is a beautiful princess who lives in a huge, shiny, high class, old, err...bla bla bla castle.

one day the princess was walking around the garden
killing some time..for the first time in her life.

she walked and kept walking.....
then!!
she met a butterfly.

it rest on her shoulder whispered to the princess
:i think i saw u somewhere....you are.....you look like.....


feeling fed up waitting for the butterfly to finish her sentence,
princess shoo the butterfly away.

and princess continue walking ...
enjoying the cool air breeze..

and suddenly a frog came into her way...stopping right infront of the princess..

princess:" now wat??"

the frog:" you are the princess?? u look just like........are you sure.....hmm.."

while the frog was wondering ... the princess was so frustrated, she kicked the frog away.

then princess decided to walk to the pond to rest her feet.
she reached the pond and sat on the huge rock beside the pond....

a gold fish swam near the princess and started to bubble its words out.
:"bloop bloop...princess?? you....bloop...you...blooop..look...bloop..."

once again the princess got mad! and picked up a pebble from the ground, threw at the gold fish...
gold fish escaped!


princess was so not in the mood anymore:" these creatures..ergh!"

princess went back to her room and lied on her bed.
figuring..wat were those animal trying to tell her..

princess fell asleep..
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the next day.
out of curiosity.
the princess confronted her father who is the king obviously.
and she asked:" dad, why are those animal in the garden acting so weird??"

the king stunt...
and after a few seconds
the king started talking:" my dear princess, i m so sorry.. i should have told u this earlier.....when u were born a girl, the entire kingdom was worried of not having an heir to the crown. so the general suggested to switch u with a baby boy from the ordinary couple jus living right outside the castle entrance. the are running a small petshop for living.

years later, ur mum missed u and wanted u back..
so we brought u back to the castle.
the animals u saw in the garden, we bought them from the couple's shop.
they saw u grew up there and now they see u here..
of course they felt supprise.

i think they were trying to tell u that u look jus like WINNER.....!!!!!"

recent me...photo taken in the gym women's locker.

死了。。。死了很久。。。

什么时候开始。。。真的忙到连上网的时间都没有。。
什么时候开始。。。真的忙到连和旧朋友聊天的时间都没有。
什么时候开始。。。不是因为忙。。是因为没有心了。。

这两个月里。。
我做了什么东西。。
阿。。对。。
我报名了midvalley 的 california fitness.
现在叫celebrity fitness了。。
随便。。反正有的用它的设施就对了。
每逢monday, wednesday, friday, sunday都得抽时间去活动下胫骨。
不能不运动阿。。很频密吗？
不会。。因为它我的时间安排得更好了。
不错的说。
哈哈。。


接下来还有什么。。
对。。
上课。。

真不简单。
coursework是谋杀我们的武器。
我们都得在学校的电脑室呆上几个小时找资料，
找了一对有的没的。。结果是错的。。

bek cik阿！！！

没关系。。
最近家庭的压力是多了一点。
可能因为我的时间都分配在自己的事情上面吧？
让家人觉得我都不顾家了。。
唉。。怎么办？
我承认我是个自私的人。

我行我素不是我家风格。
却是我的风格。。
怎么办？？

我的朋友我家人不喜欢。
我的活动我家人不喜欢。
我的忙碌我家人不喜欢。
我的娱乐我家人不喜欢。


或许我逝世后再重新安排我的时间表。。
就像今天。。

我待会儿5点约了公司的会计师谈东西。。
7点晚上和朋友去电话饭店吃火锅。。
铁定地告诉你们！！7点的那个吃火锅。。
我爸妈会在唠叨我的。。
至于是不是真的。。

今晚就知道。 哈哈

就只好笑笑面对这一切了。


今天一直很想睡觉。
怎么了？？
就整个人累累的。。
可能是做gym做到全身体力不支了。哈哈。

是时候吃东西了！！ 偷偷告诉你。。我最近特别爱吃。
哈哈。。


部落格！！！起死回生吧！！！！

写部落格给谁看？

今天早上去到学校把东西交给朋友。
便和茹忆去尊孔国中派传单。
对。。传单。

我们公司的传单。
我们正召集热爱音乐的青年，一同创作，歌唱。。。
我们是CLEF.
要把它搞起来是需要时间的。
我们现在计划着未来动向。
暂时来说还不算顺利，但也不失败。。
我们正如火如荼的等待我们的第一批学生进来。

两个老板在校门派传单。。
以后成功了就是一个感动的笑话。
哈哈。
然后就回去人文空间休息，吃午餐。。
依芹来了。。我就抱着他的吉他唱歌，
写歌的经验虽然只有那几年。但是很明显的进步了
现在主要是突破自己的风格。

突然之间！！！！！
我们心血来潮！！！去唱k......
哇哈哈哈。
过后就搭单轨火车去时代广场。
哈哈。
我唱歌真好听啊。
自我陶醉。。
哈哈哈哈哈。开心的聂
唱歌的技巧突飞猛进。。


过后就回家，
有几个朋友上来我家，竟迪要练歌，因为明天就是尽秀的决赛。
原本我也有份，可是因为病倒了，参与不到半决赛。。。可惜。。
没关系。就帮帮朋友。
希望他可以拿下冠军！！！！
哈哈。
在我的小小录音室里放着minus1让他用我心爱的麦克风练唱。。果然不令我失望。
好听啊！！我的音响太棒了。。。
哈哈哈哈。。
竞迪很紧张导致喉咙有点太紧绷。
希望明天可以放松自在的唱。

忙碌的一天过去了。。
突然想念一个人。。。。
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坏人， 你快点回来看看你的‘老婆’和‘孩子’啊。。。

i hate this boy~

i am in my strategic financial management class now.
and we just had our presentation on amazon.com.
and our dear lecturer actually invited two of our seniors to give 'comment' on all of our presentations. no offence..i like that idea of our lecturer. he is jus trying to make us better in the sense of be prepared and be flexible when we face literal attack.
well..it is not important.
the fun and best part is the two senior..
with all due respect~ both of our senior are few months ahead of us in this particular degree course. and i respect that. SENIOR. aite?
ok ..

one thing.

they came in sat down..with style..so smart.
and when we juniors started our presentation.
their face were like full of doubt..they do not understand waht we are presenting.
ok...we take part of the responsiblility. we or not precise enough.
and the rest of the part is.. they ARE STUPID! simple as that.

after we finish our below average presentation (sorry to say)
they started to 'attack' with what they observed from the presentation.
to my suprise.. he asked stupid questions.

he was nervous while asking his question....obviously.
with broken english he asked:' why u say the gross profit marginso high, but net profit margin so low a?'

ok...then silence in the class.

while my team mates are too suprise with the stupid question...

i raised my voice and answered the question:' as we said just now, the difference between gross and net profit margin, is because we needed funds to cover expenses of the company, therefore the net profit is lower than gross profit margin.' well....i answered a stupid question. i sounded so stupid. nvm..but i have my point in the question. and i definately answered his question.

and there he continued:' why the net profit so low? and how we noe the expenses is from where?" (poor english..i know.)


and here goes my stupid answer:' as we mentioned earlier, amazon is having business in few high living cost countries, and this is why the cost amazon put in these countries is high, that is the expenses they need to cover."

and our SENIORs were like.......=.=''

well..

things happened too stupidly..
i do not know how to continue the story.

what i wanted to say is..

senior, you are students as well.. what you have in hand is only a few months more experience than we do, and you have come across the same presentation. please don act ego like you are so good in it and pinpoint us like stupid idiotic mad dogs.
if u are jus trying to impress us juniors that you really are seniors.. ask smart question, not something i already explained and emphasized.

thankyou..

and please improve your english..
speak proper english.
slow is okay...
use appropriate terms and grammars.

cause you tend to mumble when you are nervous and you are trying to act cool and smart.

you look RETARD.

bye bye...

♥ 我喜欢冬天

曾经...
我去过冬天的中国..冬天的韩国..
天气特别冷.
空气特别干燥.
妈妈深怕我着凉.
穿着厚厚的棉衣.
里边儿穿了保暖的卫生衣.
还给我围上了围巾..
我不喜欢戴手套.很不方便.
所有只管把双手插进口袋里.
顶着棉织的帽子..
乍眼看下去是挺像个小男孩儿~
从大马飞往韩国..
登机时穿着背心..
抵达目的地时就被妈妈裹得象圣诞老人似的.
在踏出飞机前..
我呼了最后一口气..
满怀期待的心情..
我深深的吸了一口气..
冷空气穿梭我的气管.
直达我的肺部.
好振奋人心....
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....冬天的味道~
只不过那一下子.
我的耳朵鼻子开始泛红了..
麻麻的感觉.
我赶紧戴上了棉帽.
和大伙儿走到巴士去.
巴士把咱们从飞机停泊处载往机场大厅.

入境手续完成..
开始冬天之旅.
冬天,我感觉自己的存在.
因为看见自己的气息..我在呼吸.
环境再冷.
心还是温暖地..
流动着我的血液 冬天, 我不害怕吃冰淇淋
因为它不会在我手中融化..慢慢品尝..
环境很冷..
我慢条斯理的吃..
它会等我把它吃完..

冬天..会下雪.
那天..
我等到了..
原本想伸出舌头尝尝雪的味道.
妈妈阻止说.
现在的雪都不干净..
我忍着冰冷的温度.
把手从口袋掏出来..
细细的雪..水晶状的..
落在我的手掌心.
刺疼了我敏感的皮肤.竟管如此
我还是喜欢冬天.
就算弄疼了我.
冰冻了我全身..
但...
唯一不变的.
我的心还是温暖的.
血液如常的穿梭我的身体各个部分~
冬天...我期待来自你手心的温度...

寂寞先生

its been a long long tiring starting

well...holiday ended. so rush.
i went back to college just this tuesday.
first degree class......
I'm now in the final year of Bacholor(hons) Accouting & Finance, University of Greenwich, UK.
year 3 semester 5,
five final subjects to do.
they are:
current issue in financial accounting
current issue in management accounting
audit and assurance
strategic financial management
and FINANCE!!!

so...i have just finish the first lesson of all these subjects.
gave me a shock of mylife.
the breifing i went on tuesday triggered my seriousness alarm, which is telling me final year degree is tough!!
and i m still thinking about it now....after 4 days.
aiks.

anyhow...life goes on.
so do degree.

i went to popular book store yesterday and bought note books for each subject,
which use to write in fullscape papers.
change the method of studying might let you change the way of thinking and absorbing knowledge.
new things create new motivation.

will not have much time blogging,
as i really have to conquer all 5 subjects and get a first honour!

so....
winner...
showtime!!!!!!
go beat them all!

考试完毕过后的生活。

我接了一份临时工。

是之前结果的一个product,叫breathe right.

而这份临时工是两天而已。

在独立广场，27日星期六是早上10am开始到6pm。

就是让那些参加吉隆坡马拉松比赛的参赛者试用我们的产品。

帮她们擦擦鼻子，然后贴上breathe right贴。

站了一整天，不。。。是走了一整天。

到处帮人黏鼻子。

讲解产品，嘴巴也算了。

脚也快不是我的了。

更刺激的是！！

星期天的工作。。。是凌晨4点开始！！！！！！

我们必须在3.30am到公司门口，再分几辆车子到独立广场去。

那么好的天气。天还没亮。

去帮人家黏鼻子。

不如死了算！

靠。。

如果我还在被窝里。

多舒服~~~~~

啊~

哈哈，，

anyway.我还是起了床。准时到了地点。

去到独立广场。

开始在颈项挂上托盘。。

那些参赛者。竟然一早就在那边汗流浃背！

四点钟开始一直黏黏黏。

有休息了一个小时吃了早餐。

然后继续黏到11am

开心的事。breathe right 的client称赞我的工作态度认真，表现得很好。

哈哈！！！！

还有小丑哦。

我和同事趁人群开始散开时。去找小丑要气球。哈哈

这里有两张照片。

脸都晒到红彤彤了。累啊。双眼无神。头上带着小丑叔叔弄的气球。

这是最后一天最后一刻的照片。

27 28号。。。。

累坏的两天！！

靠試 ~ 結束了.

終於 .雖然短短的三天考試.
地獄的考驗 .
廢寢忘食.
可惜 ....沒有變瘦~
整個 diploma已經告一段落了.
現在進軍degree.
詠兒!加油!
再等待 新的學期開始前.
專心搞好生意. 賺多點錢.
好好享受下久違的血拼生活 .
給自己添幾件新衣.
開學時可以帥帥美美的~~
期待~~緊張~興奮~
哈哈哈哈.
好.


讓我來描述下這三天的考試生活.
我是個懶惰的學生
有時寧願在家裡睡覺,都不去上課.
連應該溫習的時候.
我也想著我的床.
所以阿.
在房間讀書.
時痛苦的!
我親愛的棉被..床褥..
一隻在呼喚我~~~

哈哈.
所以我都 早早爬起來.
然後洗澡.
去學院唸書.
多好 ...
哈哈.

第一天 .
business management.. whichi i conquer~
第二天.
taxation!! woo hoo!! financial accounting 5.....well.......not bad i think.
今天!
management decision making. err.....so so lah!

驚訝的是.
雖然我懂學院里的學生都家庭經濟都不錯..
但今天真的是離譜!
因為考場里..原本應該是坐滿考生的.
結果 ..有 一半的學生放棄不來考試 .
考場空了一半!!

開心 ....

待續 ..

a fun and tough journey is gonna end..

this is my last semester of diploma in accountancy¬
and i am now preparing for my final exam subject....which is gonna be on tomorrow.
degree will commence on the 13th of July.
time flies..all this while.
i've been enjoying my course. though i hate waking up early in the morning, and chasing after the 8am bus.

completing my diploma doesnt mean i can sleep till the sun shining up on my ass.
just indicating i am a step closer to my destination==== an chartered accountant.
which is still a long way ahead.
anyway...i am standing here, waiting for tomorrow's final paper of the course.

feeling sleepy now.
have a cup of coffee!
boost up your energy!
lol...nescafe¬¬(should get paid doing advertising)



life is like a boat...
a like this song very much..

hmm...all of a sudden talk about songs..duh..
brain going to hiberbate soon..

anyway...
i am glad i am finishing my diploma soon...
i am now 30% accountant.
where is the 70%?
well well..............
long way to go...degree....masters.....acca??

gotta go..pass year questions waiting for me..

wish me luck!!
i love myself...

♫ 曾經發生的事情 ,不可能被忘記 ..

不可能忘記 ..
除非你刻意不去記起.
怎麼可能忘記 .
曾經就發生在過去的回憶里.
味道是最的回憶枷鎖.


小時後的冰淇淋..
打架時嘴角流血的味道..
打球後汗濕的味道 .
戲院里爆米花的香味.
害怕時...
想念時..
開心時 ..
緊張時..
擔心時..
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.
.
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.
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.
.
.
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.那麼多的味道 ..
至少有一百種 ..
永遠忘不了.

而第一個.
就是 家裡的味道 ..

boy vs girl

well...the story of those photos...mayb we should wait till the magazine is published.
the moral behind the story is.
i m not an arcade person/
haha.

boy vs girl

time square arcade..

in a rush...with tell story later..

tata..

enjoy the silly photos!

De3 western cuisine and cafe

i am now sitting in this restaurant..in sri petaling.

its called De3 western cuisine and cafe.

well..

today is thursday..

we have unplugged performance tonight..(every thurs, fri, sat night 8.30pm-11.30pm)

i ate

oven baked escargot

ceasar salad

taste very good..

haha.

want nice food..nice songs..

drink beer or wine...

cozy environment..

no ham sap lou..

no drunk idiots..

spend RM2 more than any other cafes to enjoy extraodinary stuffs~ worth it! haha..

want to smoke while enjoying these. come to De3 western cuisine and cafe sri petaling

opposite sri petaling hotel..

i love it here..

我是笨蛋！！

我白紧张一场的以为今天就是歌唱比赛。

结果背着吉他很兴奋的去到地点。

还心里骂着说为什么负责人没有打给我通知我时间。

我和另一个朋友一直在跳脚。

唉。。

我今天中午去到那里，看见一位朋友。。。

开口问：比赛呢？

然后他看着我。。。。。。。。好久。。

：下个月。。。。。。

！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

！错愕！

然后就很不好意思地笑了笑~

哈哈。。是哦？

好的。。。

然后就随便哈拉几句试图掩饰尴尬。

转身落跑！

去和另外一个同样是参赛者的朋友见面，

吃了一餐麦当当。

哈哈。。

真歹势（paiseh)！

然后就去low yat换个滑鼠。。

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回家去咯。

六点。。

该读书了。

下个星期考试哦~

今日重点

！！我是笨蛋！！

new lappie~~

Name: Vompie (lenovo mini laptop/netbook idea pad s10)

Age: new born

Date of birth: 16th june 2009

Colour: white

Master: Chan Winn Er

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to Vompie!!!

happy birthday to you~~

My master saw me at low yat plaza, the first time i saw her i knew shes gonna take me home, i saw her paying a deposit of RM50, and went off...i think she went to the ATM. after some time...she came back with a small stack of cash. The shop keeper took me out from the box, switch me on....and put me face to face with master. I was so happy...master looked at me with very happy eyes~she looked very anxious though..I know she cant wait to bring me home with her.

The shop keeper suddenly flashed his screw driver and open up my chest, he changed my heart to a 2Gb ram...so that i can perform better for my master.

he then report my birth to the 'microsoft', i heard them saying registration which i did not know what was that. then..........

she went to the counter, paid the cash in her hand to the cashier. the shop keeper placed me back in the box, and put the box in a plastic bag. master hand carried me home....

I now started my new life with my master..she tickles me everyday, pressing my tummy....hehe. She puts a fan kinda thing underneath my chest......i can feel the air blowing against my chest. Master wants to keep me cool.. i love her so much.

I m gonna accompany her for the rest of my life....

untill i cannot be switched on.

she tooked picture of me.. how photogenic i am!!

my name is VOMPIE!!!!

what is what..务铪铽

the strom is coming...

if you don't behave..

what comes into your mind when your hear the word storm in this statement.

to someone, it is the meaning of end of the world.

like wise, if you are doing something real bad that no one knows..the strom is the consequences.

pouring rain, lighting, loud thunder....

they create powerful drum beats!! 

pounding one's ears...heart..breathing going fast and slow..

sweating all over the body~

especailly the hands...its dripping wet.

someone is scared..shivering..

running like mad..

screaming like nobody's business..

the strom in one's heart can be just 

"i am behind the window....watching the rain tapping on the glass.

listening to the roaring thunder..

see the lightning brighten up the rainny sky..."

in another way round....storm is like......

"i am cought in the rain..rain drops hitting on my head and shoulder like stones~ thousands of stones....thunder peircing my ear drums.......

my shirt my pants my hair..face..shoe..hands..legs...

soaking wet...

i have no where to go.....

when is it going to stop...

please..somebody help me!"

what kind of storm is your storm??

brace yourself..the strom is coming....

BEHAVE!

婚姻存

我的'婚姻存摺'是出嫁那天，媽媽遞到我手上的，
當時,我以為會是一大筆錢，打開一看發現只有1000元，
我用失望的眼神看著媽媽，媽媽卻笑著說:'這是我特意為你們辦理的'婚姻存摺'，
'以後每逢值得紀念的日子，都可以存一筆錢，
等到老的時候,裡面除了錢,還有無限的幸福…'。
當時,我對母親這份心思不以為然,倒是丈夫記在了心上。
婚後沒多久!，他就先後存了兩個500元，
一個是因為他升職了，第二個是因為我手術治愈出院。
當時我嘴上笑他無聊，其實心裡甜蜜無比，
畢竟他把我的健康也當作一件讓他感到幸福的事。
沒過多久,我懷孕了,這一次,我足足往裡面存了2000元。
但很快，我們開始有了爭吵和冷漠﹔
孩子出生帶來的快樂是短暫的，洗不完的尿布、喂不完的奶，
進一步加劇了我們感情的惡化而那本婚姻存摺像被遺忘了，
寂寞地躺在抽屜角落，上面的數字久未見漲。
我們鬧離婚的時候，媽媽說:你們先把存摺上面的錢花光了再離吧，
雖然錢不多，但是你們共同的財產。
於是，我第一次取了1000元，然後拎著幾件心儀已久的衣服離開商場時，
我又回去對售貨小姐說:'對不起,我不買了!請你退回我剛才付給你的錢。'
也許當時的局面窘迫極了，
但我腦海裡想到的是那1000元婚姻積蓄的來源:
他是個害羞的男人，但曾在街頭大聲地對我說'我愛你'，我為此存下100元，
他記得我的生日、鞋號、密碼及最怕的事，我為此在生日那天存下300元，
他對女人有風度,也有距離，不給暗戀他的女下屬任何機會，我為此存下500元...
啊，這1000元裡就有這麼多的幸福積累，
再看看婚姻存摺上的兩萬多元，我的眼睛忽然就有些濕潤起來。
晚上回到家，我把存摺交給他，說:'趕緊花吧，花光了好離婚。
第二天晚上，他把存摺遞到我手上，我打開一看，發現反而多了1000元。
他說:'那上面的每一元錢都記錄著我們走過的歷程。'
我第一次發覺原來是這樣的愛你，索性又存進了1000元，
我們從此又和好如初了。
還是媽媽說得對，以愛情的名義為婚姻開個戶口，
把夫妻間所有快樂的、幸福的、浪漫的事，通通存進銀行！
有了這本日積月累的婚姻存摺，即使是再貧窮的婚姻，也決不害怕透支。
這一生，你可能會遇到許多喜歡你的人。
但是，你可能永遠都遇不到一個你真正愛的人。
所以，一但遇到了，一定要好好的把握。
很多事情，錯過了就沒有了，錯過了就是會變的，緣份也是。

last day of may..

time flies~

i am now doing my final semester of diploma.

and the month of May is ending means..exam is around the corner.!!!

but i am not even in the 'preparing' mode.

the moral behind the story is, stop blogging and study!!!

this is a shout out to all of those reading this post now as well!!!

stop facebooking and blogging.....

THIS IS FOR UR OWN GOOD...correne always use this line after watching the singaporean movie 'i not stupid'..

tired ....good night bloggie~

the @$$hole~~~

once upon a time..

there is a very disgusting pathetic jerk in SEGi college kuala lumpur..

he is doing his final year degree now..which he always brags about ..as if he is very 'senior'

well..not long ago. one of my dearie was chased by him. 

he calls he texts~~ and does them with no point at all..

suka suka tell her what he is doing....bla blabla..

which.... 'who cares??~~ duh~~~'

so....last wednesday, he pandai pandai organized a burfday party for her, which no one promised to go. and he was like ' owh~~~ u guys must come, i guarantee u its gonna be memorable, and she will cry cuz so many of us giving her suprise'

well..it was kind of memorable...cuz it was canceled~~

the birthday girl did not want it at all..

wahahahaha....it was jus so pathetic of him,.

weeks before the event.

he said he wants to bake a cake for her. and BRAGGED tat he is a family man who can cook very well...bla bla bla.

the birthday girl plays with my iphone very often.

and he said he wants to buy her a psp~~

well..

wednesday which is the 27th of may.he bought a cheese cake instead of baking one.

he bought body shop promotion stuff instead of psp.

what else??

hmm..

back to wednesday~

me and my collegues were running a few places looking for sponsors.

he said he want us to gather at college 3.30pm and go to pavillion to celebrate her birthday.

we did not appear~ and the birthday girl told him she is not going.

ARIX Fool called lan, jyn and me...saying there were twelve of them waiting in the library.

i asked who are they...he said~~~~~bla bla bla.. which i already know..they were not with him in the library~~

he stupid lied~~~!!!

ok..here is the climax.

yesterday..which was the burfday girl's actual burfday~

she sent him a REJECT MESSAGE...

and...that asshole ARIX Fool~~ told his fren that the burfday girl is too young for him..to naive..timid, shy....~~~ and making himself the victim out of the party incident and the kena reject thing.

those who saw his post in facebook are all fired up and wanted to screw him so badly.

we planned to fuck him today in college. we had a meeting at 12pm.

but that FOOL did not appear..saying he went to see sponsors..which no one believes him. He fuckin avoiding the maluness~~

so..we decided to do it on his FACEBOOK WALL...

so....

this is what he posted aft the canceled party incident.

ARIX FOOL: THIS STINKS!!! ONE BIG BOMB JUST LANDED ON ME WHEN I PLANNED EVERYTHING , THE SHOCKING NEWS IS "CORRENE CANCELLED HER B'DAY PARTY DUE TO HER DAD GIVING HER A SURPRISE B'DAY FOR 1 WEEK" I GOT SCOLDED BY 10 OF MY FRIENDS HERE!!! IT IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

no one gave a damn bout this......other that his other poor fren who thinks he is very innocent~~

this is wat ARIX FOOL posted after kena reject:

ARIX FOOL: To Give Up the person is the hardest thing to forget... But to live your life is a challenge to be done always..

i finally got the results that she doesn't like me when i do all of this for her... just for the b'day party. Oh well, at least she is being honest for once.. last time she was very timid when i was scared that she couldn't talk at all..

bro, we already done that on suzi corner back roll behind..
not that happening.. she only likes the presents not me bro..

i know she is too young and naive... but i don't blame her...
bro, you seriously dunno hannah tan age rite? i rather go for Levy Li (Miss Universe) you better come for this year prom nite bro

* wtf..he always brags that he knows all the Celebrities, and even lied that he know wang li hom!!! shush!! if he really know them....u wont still be here FINAL YEAR DEGREE STUDENT!!

u have the cash the look the status???! dont make us puke~~ OMG! 

go wherelse to study if u have the cash~~

go compete in Mr Malaysia if u have the look~~

go fuck urself...status~~

ARIX FOO!!

Below..are the posts we posted!!!

winner says:

i tell u wat...i was not tat pissed off initially, but from wat i observed u r too over the limit! u though u noe her very well but u dont, i don like to make enemies. but u forced me to. if u think u r so good! why don u prove it! talking big and proud doesnt prove anything! i told u she has no interest in u, yet u still continue those craps! wats wrong with u?! cant u read someone's facial expression, since u r so smart~~ and don LIE when things don actually happen!! that is so pathetic! u pissed her off and her frens around her! don make decision and plan things without others agreeing, we don appreciate them. to be honest, the fact is u don have the look at all. so don brag bout urself being good looking and rich. u r making urself a clown and a jerk!! i don curse! but fuck u asshole!!

burfday girl says:

i dont give a fuck bout u doesn't make me timid or shy. if u know i m too young then go look for old nanny to fuck with. what makes u think i m naive? u dont even know me. how dare u make up stories and making urself a victim? i should be sorry bout u...u r the worst person ive met in my 18 years of living. u r disgusting dont u know? the present u gave me take it back or i will dump it in the klang river! i don want a present from an asshole like u~ fuck u and fuck off~ i heard tat u've been chasing almost all the girls u met in college. dont u notice that u have a very bad reputation in the college? graduate and stay away from all the victims u made them into and to be.. just for the record! i m not stupid as u think i am.

Jyn says:

What the hell man! Who is the victim? All you write in here is as if you are the victim. All because she is quiet and never talk to you about anything is not cause she is timid or shy, it's out of respect for senior. Please be clear of that. But you really took it over the boundary already. You think she is so haddup for your present? Her t-shirt also more expensive than your gift! For heaven sakes! All because you like someone, don't take them for granted!!! Stop being an @$$hole!

Ryan says:

hey,watch ur mouth...dun simply say bad things about people ok. u dont simply plan stuff witout people's knowledge, ur nt the boss of everything... also dun simply use peoples name as well...u think ur great but there are other people better then YOU....
u talk much say knowing Hannah Tan and other celebs all, why dont you go after them la,u say u gt cash ,looks, and status... so go la, dun go after college student,no standard wat....*peace*

Lan says:

hey.....dun simply said like that about my meimei....watch ur mouth.....if i heard u said bad things about my meimei again....u wont life anymore....better stay out from her life....and dun ever ever contact her and winner again...if i heard u still contact with them....i go find u...even i dun know where u live....i sure will find u....and i mean it......'peace'....

*FUCK ARIX FOO SIO*G H*NG* PEACE*

for ur information arix foo~ 

u should now be fucking ashame of urself.

all of the victims think that u r insane and annoying.

in cantonese

BIN TAI

u face skin thick untill can chase after all the girls u met~~

and make them feel so disgusting.

here is a middle finger for u!!

0I0

sing it out loud!!!!!!

sometimes.....

u have to sing to show ur feelings~~~~

let it out....

recent recent me..5th may 2009

new hair cut 

recent photossssss~~~~

17 of april- rainforest

everyone playing cards at carlos~~

went to rainforest, pavillion wit college student council public relation team.

工作制服

在guardian还没开工前还没睡醒的样子

终于记起我在忙什么了。。

finally~~

我记得自己整个月都在忙什么。

打从3月尾~也就是考试过后~

我便开始工作了。

恩。。怎么说。。就是当推销员~

被派到不同的地方做。

第一个job是在mid valley~

卖ice cream`

呵呵。。

可真累呢~

然后结下来的每一个周末知道现在都在工作。

周日除了上课之外。。就是争取时间休息~

为周末充电~！

四月的第一和第二个星期在bangsar shopping complex工做。

然后第三个星期，也就是上个周末。在puchong kinrara工作。

接下来最后一个星期是在sunway 做。

就是这样忙。。

挣点钱是好的~

对了！！！

那么重要的一天我竟然没记载在部落格！！

我的生日！

3月17日！！

我都忘记我怎样庆祝了。

记得早上还有上学去。。

过后到mid valley，和一个久违的朋友聚餐~

然后就应该是回家了吧？

姐妹也过来了。然后。。就是。。。。游泳。

然后吃东西～然后出去喝茶。

我都不是很记得了。

过后都是平平无奇的上课放学必经乏闷生活。

back to my own world again~

was so busy ...

the last post was during my feb exam~

till now..i wonder why i don hav the time aft my exam.

march~~ langsung tak ada posts~

then it is the end of april~

yet no posts still~

wat a teruk blogger~~

hmm..

anyway~ seriously

really really busy~

wat to do?

now i m back..

post some recent photos of myself~~

to let me remember how i look actually~

♫ 这个晚上有点冷~有点凉~

看得懂这是什么吗？

现在是2009年2月27日凌晨2.24分。
我还在埋头苦干。
我听见。。。。雨水敲打着我的窗口。。
我听见。。。。风正呼呼吹着想要从我窗口的缝隙钻进来向我问好。
我听见。。。。雨水打在马路上，屋顶上，车子上，草地上的协奏曲。
我听见。。。。它心痛着停不下来。任谁都阻止不了。。它倔强的。。
“它没有哭。。只是在流眼泪” 《引用，摘自咏儿小品》
雨在下。。没有呼吼~

清晰的雨滴~这是现在下雨的夜晚。。

这是从露台望出去的景色。。

雨倾盆地。。。他没有在哭。只是在流眼泪~

清晰的景色。。清晰的雨滴~
雨真的不停。。。。。不停。。。。不停。。。不停。。。地下着。。。
清脆的雨声。。。。沙~~~ 沙~~~~沙～～～～
它似乎忘记了。。泪再流。。。隔天眼睛不再明亮。。。

多４个小时。。太阳。。你是隐约朦胧还是热烈当空呢？

♫ 我没有哭。。只是在流眼泪。”－雍儿

“我没有哭。。只是在流眼泪。”

在没有人理会的时候。。。你不会哭。。

在你很孤寂的时候。。。你不会哭。。

在你委屈的时候。。或许你会哭。。

在你心疼的时候。。或许你会哭。。

但是。。。你一定在流眼泪~

当一种从胸口传出的闷搔纠缠的感觉太强烈时。。

当你已经忘记你为什么伤心时。


你不会哭。。只是在流眼泪。
脑袋已经筋疲力尽不再想分析复杂交错的情绪。。

心已经绞碎疲惫不再想感受人类耗力的感觉。。
可是眼泪没有感觉。。眼泪不需要力气。。
只是奇怪的。。眼眶没有容纳它的地方。。便轻轻滑落。
滑过脸蛋时。。。。手自然地去触碰那突如其来的凉意。。。
怎么手指头被沾湿了。。。那时。。你拼命的擦。。
不再让它们蛮横的夺眶而出。。。
拼了命的擦。。

突然。。地球上最有智慧的生命物体问你：你怎么哭了？
你告诉他。。：“我没有哭，只是眼泪在流。。”
此时此刻。。。。。这聪明的生命物体变成了宇宙里最笨拙的草头。
因为。。他不明白。。
当痛到最痛。。就不会再感觉到痛。。。
你没有哭。。只是眼泪在流。。
而最聪明的生物。。必须明白，必须体会一种情绪最极端的境界～

雍儿－２００９年２月２７　日

♫ 我在等什么？一个成长的早餐~

现在是晚上10点14分。。2月26日。。
我在干什么？恩。我在等明天早上的太阳~
我也在读书。。一面一面的习题都塞不进脑袋瓜里。
怎么办？
苛欣姑娘不在我家。。显得很安静~
我的房间看似空间变大了。。
家人都出去了。
明天的考试~我非常期待！！！
期待它早点结束。。。
那我现在在干嘛？
泡在部落格！真它莲花的不应该~（斯文版的破口而出）
乖乖的转向左边。。读书吧！
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每个晚上我都觉得自己快死掉了。

我消耗了所有的体力。

我把我一天的电池全耗干了~

我只想躺着。

当我陪着月亮一起醒着的时候。

就是我在硬撑的时候~

也就是我最脆弱的时候。

当我向月亮说再见的时候。
今天的雍儿死了。。不管离别了多久~
当我正开眼睛。。。眼睛必须是被耀眼的阳光刺痛~
像初生婴儿。。讨厌阳光而开始别扭起来~
而我比他们厉害。。我只需要一个早餐的时间成长。

然后就是我这新的一生！！一直到结束~

加油吧陈雍儿！！